Wednesday, 10 October 2012

The journey to my destination - a dream I had


I was on my way to Tallinn. At first I was on the school coach and we had gone pretty far when suddenly, the coach turned around and began going back to Birkas. A parent of one of my classmates had come to pick her daughter up because she had misbehaved. The thing is though, that wasn't the important part of the dream. 
Lots of people got off the coach for a little while, I guess for fresh air, and so did I. When it was time to get back on the coach, I went only to realise afterwards that thanks to me having my head up in the clouds, I had gone on the wrong coach (that later on turned out  to be the right one, but you'll understand it once you finish this story and if know enough about me). I realised that when I noticed on the road that my school coach was driving before this coach. Apparently, I had gone on this regular coach that travelled around the smaller places of Noarootsi parish. As soon as I noticed my mistake, I thought to myself,"What should I do? Should I call one of my classmates and ask them for the driver to stop and come and pick me up?" 
By then, the coach I was on had gone a different route already, so I decided that no... The driver wouldn't turn around just for me anyway and even if he would, it'll be unfair to others and a waste of time in general. So I turned to the driver of the coach that I was on and told him about my weird incident. I asked him to let me off and how far the main road was. I was told that I'd be walking for about 15-20 minutes before reaching the main road. I decided that all right, it was unexpected, I did freak out at first and I was still feeling scared, but I'll be fine. I will have to hitchhike to get to Tallinn - my destination, but I'll get along just fine. Even though the experience was scary and I felt unsure about how things will turn out, there was that strong voice in the back of my head, telling me,"You will be fine no matter what. You will reach your destination." 
So I clenched my fists, held my head up high, and I was ready to go on my way. Let the all the other students go down the same road, I've got my own. It's different, but I'll meet people who will help me reach my destination along the way and when I arrive, I'll be where I feel the most comfortable, where I have my most beloved people around me.

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